Oh, Really?!?

I have been away far too long,  I have gotten the messages asking when I would post so…. I have been trying not to write.  I had to let some stuff marinate.  I have been going through a HUGE transition and it hasn’t been a simple one. I tried to stay away from writing until I got my mind right first.  I didn’t wanna write and be accused of  “Spitting Venom” thus my silence.  I had to really think about that and came to a conclusion.  This is my blog and I say what I want, if you don’t like it nobody is making you read it so… “Kick Rocks!!!”

I’ve been doing a lot of observing. I have been watching the actions and comments of people and it’s been pretty eye opening.  Really eye opening. Seeing who people really are will blow your mind. I was talking to my boyfriend about it last night and he said something I already knew but needed to be reminded of…”Folks will be folks, all you can do is pray for them.”  Thanks, J I needed that. Once I got past the shock, hurt, and then just pure anger I just laughed. Laughed because I remembered something we used to say as kids, “Sticks and stones my break my bones, but words can never hurt me.”  It sounds juvenile but when you apply it makes great sense.  It’s just words, they don’t make me and I sure won’t let them break me.

Last week I went to a self-help group and it was great. I had a chance to vent, I got some stuff off my chest and I left feeling like I could conquer the world.  Being in a room full of people who listened, didn’t judge and offered sound advice made the difference I needed that night.  It was great!! Something broke that night and I closed a door that was open for far too long.  I can now move forward and not look back, even though the darts are flying and the pull to go back is ever present, I press. I don’t care what folks think any more. You can’t judge me. The haters will hate…”Hi, Hater!!”

I love the place I am in now.  It is great!! Everything is lining up.  School is great!! Work is great!! Family is great!! Church is great!! I have a renewed outlook and I am GREAT!!! So, thanks Haters for all the love.  I really appreciate it.  You just don’t know what you’ve done for me.  The more you hate the more I know I am back on track.  Thanks!! A bit of advice for all haters…Be careful who you put your mouth on, your assumptions and comments don’t always tear down.  It may be the elevation some people need to RISE above you.